According to the composer, this 
          piece is "a bit like walking through the streets of Berlin -- where 
          all the buildings look alike, even if they’re not." If that’s the 
          case, perhaps we all should visit Berlin periodically, as Feldman’s 
          distinctive sound world is unlike any other, and in marked contrast 
          to say, the "new complexity," just to cite a genre at the 
          opposite end of the spectrum. This work, like many of his others, is 
          long (ninety minutes without pause) and very soft; the dynamic level 
          rarely rises above "ppp." It is a remarkable piece, 
          especially when performed with the concentration and artistry shown 
          here by the talented Marilyn Nonken. 
        
        In her refreshingly straightforward 
          program notes, she explained that she chose "to maintain a steady 
          eighth-note pulse throughout that approximates the heart rate at rest." 
          This is substantially slower than in some of the recordings (i.e., versions 
          by Takahashi or Goldstein), and the result was an almost physical sense 
          of tranquility that pervaded the performance and lingered for hours 
          afterward. 
        
        The work begins with notes at 
          either end of the keyboard, in the highest and lowest registers. These 
          spare, delicate, but deliberately placed phrases are repeated with slight 
          variations, and then slowly close in, collapsing, expanding, and breathing 
          in mesmerizing patterns. Clusters of major and minor second intervals 
          seem especially present in many of Feldman’s designs, but perhaps because 
          I still had last week’s concert version of Pelléas et Melisande 
          in my head, I heard a good deal of Debussy in the score. And despite 
          the seeming simplicity, Nonken found colors that might have evaded lesser 
          artists, and deployed an exquisite sense of timing to create Feldman’s 
          grandly scaled surface. Watching her liquid, graceful hands hovering 
          above the piano, about to rest on the next chord, I thought, What 
          if a finger accidentally lands and produces a sound slightly louder 
          -- say, mezzoforte? It is a tribute to Nonken’s stunning expertise 
          that she maintained the crystalline, meditative mood for the entire 
          span. 
        
        I eventually checked my watch 
          -- once -- not out of impatience but because I was surprised at how 
          much time had passed: about an hour’s worth. As with Cage’s work, one 
          is aware of tiny sounds in the room: a ballpoint pen clacking as it 
          hits the floor, a program dropped with that little swooshing thud as 
          it hit the ground, someone’s stomach in a muffled gurgle, throats softly 
          clearing. Perhaps miraculously, we were treated to a mobile phone-less 
          occasion, unfortunately the exception these days.
        
        Subtle lighting has become a hallmark 
          of Miller Theatre in recent years, and in this case the design enhanced 
          the slowly evolving, contemplative score. Wearing a stylish short black 
          dress, Nonken was silhouetted against a dark, maroon-colored background, 
          which gradually brightened to scarlet, with the hues then cycling through 
          lawn-green, blue-green, blue-violet, and ending with a brilliant sky 
          blue as the piece came to rest, exactly 87 minutes later. (Thanks to 
          an anonymous listener sitting behind me, who supplied the timing.)
        
        As a slightly amusing side note, 
          Nonken noted that the score requires the pianist to depress the pedal 
          halfway throughout the entire piece, an instruction that was completed 
          with Nonken wearing calf-length black leather boots, with very high 
          heels. I would have thought that a piece like this would mandate more 
          comfortable footwear, but can only muse that in this case, it played 
          some small role in the extraordinary success of the afternoon. 
        
        Bruce Hodges
        
        NB: In addition to Nonken’s 
          notes, I am grateful to Chris Villars, for maintaining the following 
          immensely helpful page of links to Feldman’s work and commentary about 
          it:
        http://www.cnvill.demon.co.uk/mfhome.htm